Soul Healing Blog
Winter Solstice Christed Portal
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on December 21, 2018 at 3:55 PM|
The Ascension Codes that fill you this Solstice are awareness awakening, energies of expansion.....
Blessings of the return of the Light, Terri
Christ Consciousness Portal, a Day of Magical Infusion~
The term “Christ” means a person whose conscious of their behavior and actions, and can give/receive love and compassion without wanting anything back in return.“Christ Consciousness” means, a person who embraces and demonstrates divinity. Divinity refers to the highest characteristics, personal qualities of the absolute divine. Therefore, a “Divine Person” means an individual that can demonstrate and project the attributes of unconditional love and compassion consciously through their thoughts, actions and behavior. Christ refers to the understanding and awareness of the divinity and your primary purpose as a spiritual being. When you have found your spiritual connection with the universe and with the Creator, this will manifest outwardly as unconditional love, joy and compassion. When an individual consciously demonstrates these divine attributes this is known as “Christ Consciousness.”
When we speak of the second coming of Christ, it means we will be returning back to the vibration of God Source, the frequency associated with the Absolute Divine; Christ Consciousness. When a person is willing to learn and apply the principles of divinity in their life, they have spiritually evolved. Divinity helps you outwardly perceive the love and compassion in others, you recognize that each person is a spiritual being and understand that each person are at different levels of spiritual growth. When you integrate divinity as an integral part of yourself and begin to externalize this Christ energy, the very nature of your reality changes. Christ energy only requires you to be open to a new way of living and your willingness to learn, integrate and practice divinity on Earth. The important thing to keep in mind on your ascension journey, is that you only need your conscious intent and a genuine desire towards wanting to experience a world that operates on unity, love and compassion, which will help you achieve Christ energy.
Christ Consciousness can include your ability to connect to your Higher Self, how you demonstrate the qualities of divinity and your ability to share your spiritual wisdom and knowledge to help others with their spiritual growth. A person who has activated the upper chakras, namely the heart, third eye, and the crown chakras has achieved “Christ Consciousness,” because that process shifts a person's frequency into the powerful heart-based qualities, which allows them to consciously demonstrate love, empathy, compassion, and the ability to connect and understand people from a deeper emotional and spiritual level. This person can also have the ability to telepathically communicate with the higher dimensional levels of consciousness within the cosmos, communicate with Guides and the Angelic Realm.
The 21.12 Golden Divine Gateway opens to the higher frequencies of the The Solar Cosmic Christ Light
Infinite Waves of Solstice Blessings
Let us celebrate the return of the light!
A very high in frequency energy is flooding the Earth and bringing Blessings and Magic!
I (your name) Invoke these 21.12 Solar Cosmic Christ Light key codes of light to pass through every
atoms, cells, electrons,
within this form of mine
Flowing through, filling and renewing
every cell of my mind and body right now, to fully enter and anchor into all parts of me - releasing my highest potential
Divine alchemy occurred new Light Codes are activated
AND SO IT IS
~ Ulrikke Keeper of The Diamond Light Codes
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on July 6, 2016 at 8:50 AM|
Anne and I had a wonderful experience with the elementals on our way home. Our last leg of our flight home was delayed, so it was dark when we took off for 1 hour flight to Sudbury. The Solstice full moon was brilliant and we got to bask in the light up in the air and watch the sunset last until 11pm to the west…..what an amazing sky from 23,000 ft up. There was lots of wind with the air elementals that night too.
We looked out of our window at what looked like "sheet lightening" to the west of us as we flew home. The fire elementals put on a brilliant show as we watched.. The colors were red, orange, yellow, white and it kept flashing below us as we flew 250mph north. The flashes were happening within seconds of each other and Anne said it was like watching fireworks!
The most wondrous thing is the elementals stayed abreast of us as we flew…..staying in the same position outside our plane window for half an hour. We were aware that we were the only ones watching as we accessed a "window/portal" to the Elemental realm, and we gratefully thanked them for the beauty of the show. Since childhood, I've wanted to watch the fairies dance on Mid Summer's Eve, and this year…..a bucket list item was completed. We are living in Blessed times!!
A Woman on Purpose
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on March 18, 2016 at 11:30 AM|
She is the alchemist,
Healing with the elixir of love.
She marries old and new, Science and Ancient Wisdom as
She knows that the secrets lie in the accumulation of knowledge that we have from nature,
From our elders, from the Shaman and the medicine women,
From the innate healing power of nature and the Infinite Possibilities that can emerge from listening to one another.
She is unafraid of the unknown as she realizes that it holds secrets.
She is unafraid of the past, as she understands the power of forgotten ways.
She heals conflict with compassion and war with conversation.
She holds the hands of the dying and imparts her calmness on a birthing mother.
She wipes the brow of a fever and cleans the wounds of the injured.
She listens to those troubled and soothes the aches of mankind.
She heals the children and the parents and the animals and the earth.
She does all this with her heart wide open and her intuition as her
Why does she do this?
Because she has heard the call
The call cannot be ignored
It is like a golden obligation
A duty that holds her in its grasp
Her job is filled with joy and love
There is no better way to live
She can heal others with her story
Those who see her and hear her call
You see this life we are leading
Can be quite simply beautiful
Love in all of its glory
The only way
Its clear when you heal purely
Her anger she has put aside to seek solutions new
Her judgment has been clarified, her ego falls she knows this
Humbly choosing how she heals, taking full responsibility
For how she lives and how she gives
Will form the new world surely
Patiently she analyses all the options given
To find solutions based on love and compassion driven
For the old ways cannot be used to form new paradigms
Observation is the key
The bigger picture heaven
How did she get her wisdom path?
How did she realize?
That all her woes, her strife, her pain
Were uniquely leading her to share
Her healing strength and courage
For one day she realized
That all she’d been through really
Were gifts of life, for her to lend
To others who would need her
To be herself, in honesty
In perfect imperfection
To stand up tall and share her all
With those need her healing
A healer comes in many forms
Giving solutions to the problems
That others may be facing now
A mentor who can guide you
She heals their hearts
She heals their minds
She heals their souls and spirit
She heals their doubts and their beliefs
She heals their money stories
She heals the young, she heals the sick
She heals those facing journeys
Unexpected or the end of destination
She heals the cracks that have formed
Throughout time that need her loving
There is a world that’s crying out for healers without borders
Holding hands around the world to share their knowledge, wisdom
Artists, writers, dancers all
Business leaders, creators
Nurses, doctors in every form
From practice in both spectrums
Some who take the ancient ways and give them modern value
Others who look the future too incorporate new answers
They all respect their unique paths and gather round in circle
Sharing all they know in tune to merge them in best practice
They have made a purpose choice to love their path with fury
Passion for their job to do was essential in their journey
So if you feel the time is right for you to join the team
Of leaders healing all that’s wrong, choose your way determined
For there has never been a time when you have had such choice
To leave your own past, history and create your own way forward
Heal in ways that only you are called to share your story
In medicines, in love, in food, in art, whate’er your glory
A Woman On Purpose is a Healer
© Alexandra Gold http://awomanonpurpose.tv/
Dancing in the Celestial Realms
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on September 23, 2015 at 10:05 AM|
Dancing in the Celestial Realms
I am still in the process of transformation…ever evolving…ever Being in Unity with Source, with All That Is…with my dad. I'm infused with energy of sharing this gift of source and holy spirit…..come share this celebration with me. May the Blessings of Love and Unity be yours.
I came home from Florida in April….having shared a first time, retired winter season with my dad and mom. I watched the cancer slowly take over as my dad suffered in pain, first from chemo and then from neuropathy and the open wounds on his feet, legs and torso. This growing pain triumphed over the cancer…and he became bed ridden, unable to move his lower body in July. I witnessed the bi weekly decline, with each trip down to Houghton Lake. I heard the sufferening in his voice with the phone calls and I wondered when a call would come that told me I needed to Go Now.
Also in February…the Masters and Archangels called forth a conference to "be of Service to the Earth and humanity" and my heart and soul were called to attend. All summer, I wondered if this choice to attend the spiritual conference, and my father's possible transition, was my highest choice? I talked to him about it. I wondered where my soul needed to be at that moment of his transition? I didn't understand that everything was perfectly timed and events were unfolding in a divine plan of soul agreement.
And with my focus and intent, i found myself traveling in a car with 2 other Christed souls, heading to a Minneapolis Conference during the beginning of eclipse season in September ...that my dad was preparing to transition.
September 11, 2015 A conference's purpose was to bring into Unity…the Elementals, Earth Mother, Archangelic and Ascended Masters Realms…and the Christed group of heart-centered souls as All One with Source. The Unity Consciousness Conference met for 3 days with all level 3 initiates/students of Mastering Alchemy program. The first day, we (285 of us) blended hearts and worked hard to raise our consciousness as a group and were Tired as we found our way into Christed Realms, finally breaking for the night. The call came at 9:30 p.m.…Dad is dying. They think he's had a stroke, the left side of his body isn't working….he's gasping for breath for the last 24 hours. My brother and family are there with mom.
I talked with my brother Scott, who called sobbing. He was so angry that his dad was suffering so, and was feeling so helpless that the death of a loved one was now here to experience again, through no choice of his own. "Tell Dad I am joining him energetically….I will be with him until he leaves….Tell him Scott…promise he hears this." And I prepared for bed…to connect and work a distant, soul healing, last time connection with his essence in physical form. My intent was to be with him so he wasn't alone (dad's fear) to help the soul to leave the body…with awareness and in ease and grace. About 1 a.m. I got up to use the bathroom and was still connected, allowing Christ energy, color codes…Holy Spirit…whatever dad "pulled" to be channeled into his energy field, clearing his chakras,. working on solar plexus, heart, and crown chakras and his mental field. I was only partially aware when his essence had transcended and I fell asleep before 2 a. m.
September 12, 6 am…Krissy, my daugther called and woke me up. My mom had received the called from the Manor that dad passed around 2 a.m. My perception and experience told me that it was closer to 1:30 a.m. He waited for the Eclipse to transition, as I was told he would. I am so grateful that my friend Cheryl was there to assist me then as I moved through a gamut of emotions….thoughts…perceptions, ah ha's, tears. She helped hold me together when i felt overwhelmed by what was transpiring, unfolding, and with me so far away as the timing of his leaving did not allow me to "get home quickly." The conference group began our second day of meditation and worked with two new aspects of the Christed Matrix: indigo and magenta color codes.
During that second day there was transformation of the physical, mental, emotional, spiritual energy fields when holding awareness in Unity of Source. This is when I connected the first time with Dad's eternal essence. During one meditation, suddenly, dad's face in death appeared with my gift of sight. I watched this face, so still in death…suddenly open his eyes… and he looked at me to which I sent: "Dad…you're free now!" The eyes turned old and expressed pain-filled exhaustion. He was only remembering what was his last experience and his face quickly faded from "sight." The connection was brief…but I was grateful to be there as I promised I would be. So grateful for this gift of connection, and grateful to be exactly where I was in service, to my dad and to the world and to myself. However, I was Not really understanding what was happening.
September 13, 2015 The last day of meditation found our grouo united in Christ consciousness… reflecting this Oneness of Source to the Elementals…those creator beings we work with to bring about Creator's Divine Plan. In the energy of Ease, Freedom, Accomplishment, we created the connection between humanity, the Elementals, Archangelic and ALL the Celestial Realms: unified in Oneness, Unity Consciousness of Source. The mission was successful and we were invited to "come celebrate" the changing of the world with the creation of a new path of highest energies of Love and Light for humanity… in the Celestial Realms.
Here is what transpired as I walked and danced in the Celestial Realms…in celebration of Love.
The Celestial Realms are very real and very familiar to my etheric sight, soul awareness and multi-dimensional travels. I saw thousands of Light Beings, laughing and talking, walking and dancing together in groups. I wandered amongst angels, masters, animals, devas, nature spirits, elmentals…greeting and recognizing each other as One soul. Happiness was expressed on our faces and in our souls as we remembered each other's individual aspect of soul's essence, all so dear to our hearts.
I watched a long line of Light Beings clasp their arms together and began moving forward in a long line that circled inward. At the center of the circle, the line of dancing Beings began rising up in the air in a spiral dancing, singing, bodies lifting upwards on the currents of air. It looked like so much fun! We laughed and cheered and swayed with the music, the frequency of Love... (I heard "Celebrate" by Three Dog Night lol). Celebrate, celebrate, dance to the music.
When suddenly I became aware of a presence….turning my head, I immediately met the eyes of my father. He was presenting as the young man who at age 18 married my mom, and became the joyous father when I arrived in this world. He was full of life, love, promise and no suffering with no pain.
He walked forward to dance with me, silently communicating as he approached, and we joined in a mutual love of movement, dancing to the music. It was magical for I knew that he was watching the work we did that day….that he fully understood now what was my experience for the last 12 years. All of his suspicions that i was involved in "the work of a cult" were gone. He clearly understood the truth of the work with Holy Spirit and Christed Light in highest purpose. But the best thing I knew as we danced was that my dad's soul had woke up to the Christed Consciousness within 8 hours of his passing. He had "met Jesus" and "knew what it was like to be One with Source." It's such a gift to know that "you take the Love with you," and that we meet in the celestial realms to continue our journey together. This is such a beautiful gift of the transition process…for me…for him, for All.
He spoke only one sentence out loud. He sent: My sweet baby girl….and spoke: "I'm so Proud of You!" This one sharing of love, honor and with gratitude echoed in my mind's awareness as tears burst forth and I cried out loud with the exploding emotions, the expansion of my dad's Love "we" felt. This emotional release quickly brought me back from the Celestial Ball and I opened my eyes to the awareness that everyone was coming out of meditation. His voice echoed in my consciousness for a long time. So Blessed.
So much Joy….so much Love…. such Soul expansion. I witnessed the confirmation of soul choices, of a higher truth shared by 285 plus one... that we are never separate, and that we are eternally connected in Unity of Source consciousness. I experienced the eternal continuation of Soul family dancing in the Celestial Realms in Love, in celebration. Thanks Dad for all you taught me. Thanks Jim …and Joan….and Roxane... and All the Beings of Light. And thanks to those who gathered in Minneapolis…we are Love…we created in Soul Agreement. May we all be Blessed.
Shared by Terri DeMarco
September 23, 2015
Soul Consciousness ...Ever Evolving!
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on September 24, 2011 at 12:50 AM|
Happy Fall Equinox and Blessings!
Over the summer, a friend commented that there were no new articles on my website. And I said yes, I didn't have new stuff to share. Well, that got me considering... what has transpired since I created this web site?...a year coming up in Oct. Whew!! a year...already?? wow... And OF COURSE, much has changed in the last year. Soul evolution never stops and with today being the fall equinox...what a great time to examine the growth and learning opportunities a year has brought. Rapid forward movement began when I returned from a Spiritual weekend in Indiana last Canadian Thanksgiving weekend and created this website in two days...with no prior thoughts or inclinations to do so. Just like that, i had a website!
I am a student of the Mastering Alchemy Level 3 Program with Jim Self, Roxane Burnet and Joan Walker who channels the ArchAngels and Ascended Masters. Over the last 4 years, i spent many hours learning and participating in creative meditation that has changed my reality; we are working in 5th, 6th and 7th dimensional consciousness, currently bringing non-form into the physical body at the cellular level. As a result of moving into a higher level of consciousness, last March I opened to two-way communication with AA Metatron and Isis, renewing a connection that I had experienced 9 years ago with Source when I first awakened but after "freaking out" had asked that it "stop" until I could "handle it".
Metatron is working with me to prepare a new class i will start offering in October called Creating the Energetics of Lightbody (or Soulbody). It is a course that guides you through the co-creation of the Lightbody energetics of a new chakra system and unified field for expanding into higher dimensional counsciousness and for energetically preparing the physical body for Ascension. This new instruction from the ArchAngels and Masters of Light will assist others in building their energy bodies for full Soul integration and alignment with Divine Will. It will be done in part by clearing and bringing balance to the mental/emotional bodies with the physical self, which can only help everyone as we move deeper into the Shift of Consciousness and step into our authentic power and Soul Self. That's pretty cool, upon a year's reflection :).
During the summer months of accelerated change, I was guided to "update" the Seichim class that i teach as a Level 3 energy healing class. Imagine my surprise to discover that Seichim is a modality of working with the Divine Feminine energies, otherwise known as Shakti, the Mother Goddess and Kundalini energy to mention a few. I taught the "new, revised and updated" course last weekend which included teachings on Kundalini and expanded the sound healing component with the introduction of sound templates to bring in different aspects of the God Head. I also expanded the foundation of Creation and Soul development for teaching Soul Healing with Christ Energy, which is a new, advanced class I also taught this year. It felt really good to deliver the revised Seichim class with the new focus and the "guinea pig" students were enthusiastic and left feeling empowered. A very fun weekend of learning, growing and expansion was shared by us all.
The new class, Soul Healing with Christ Consciousness Energy, Level One: Working with Christ Energy, began last fall with a "guinea pig" class (I am so grateful for the Guinea Pig students who volunteer!!) and was taught to several groups starting in January 2011. Teaching what Spirit taught me over the last 9 years required my conscious movement through a fear that held me back for quite a while (read as years). Once it was dismantled, cleared and released, I moved into one of my passions, sharing the Christ Energy with others. I have been "working out the kinks" in order to offer the second half, Level Two: Soul Healing and that is coming next... after the Energetics of Lightbody class.
I know that everything is Divinely timed and all timing is Divinely Perfect... and I also know that more and more people are waking up and asking for help. It's my intent to be available in all ways as Soul agreements present opportunities to walk in my passion, in service to others, to mySelf and in service to Divine Source. Yes, it's been an amazing year and I thank you for sharing this adventure with me. I look forward to each blessed moment of expanding consciousness and Love in all the tomorrows.
Radiant Blessings of Freedom, Ease, Beauty, Laugher and Love,
What is Soul Healing with Christ Consciousness Energy?
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on January 7, 2011 at 2:55 PM|
"There is something within us that yearns for love. This is embedded within the deepest recesses of consciousness. Nothing short of total union with the Divine Love will satisfy the deep inner desires of the soul, once it has tasted of this and been awakened to the light of Truth."
This is the journey into alignment in the Christ Consciousness. It is the sacred quest for love, understanding, compassion, forgiveness, empathy, mercy, kindness, tolerance, patience, and courage. It is discovering what Spirit wants for you – abundance, joy, happiness, and peace of mind. All of the difficulties of your life – anger, guilt, shame, obsessive/compulsive disorders, addictions, and other emotional toxins and mental mal-adjustments, even physical ailments can successfully be overcome by aligning with your Higher Self in the Christ Consciousness.
The Soul is a divine aspect of Creator Source that is and maintains the individual essence of who you are as well as serves as the connection to unity consciousness of the OverSoul. Without Soul healing, we don't obtain wholeness, achieve authentic power or move into enlightenment.
Soul healing with Christ energy facilitates the body-mind energy alignment to one’s divine nature; it facilitates the discovery of who we really came here to be while helping us connect to our own internal source of Spirit. The Christ Light bridges the lower self with the Higher Self, the ego self with the Soul self and conscious awareness expands. The density of the lower self, the mental/emotional blockages and shadow aspects are dismantled, released, cleared, transformed, and healed with the influx of Christ Light through our intention and attention.
Attachments are released, soul fragments are healed and integrated; stored trauma and drama, illness and dis-ease are released or transformed at the level of DNA cellular memory. Karmic wounds, old belief systems and emotional-thought forms are dismantled or re-structured, integrated and healed. Aligning the Soul with the lower self with Christ energy brings about healings, alignments, realizations, transformations, recapitulations and advancements as they are required by the individual’s soul’s choice. Without the soul’s wisdom and direction, these feats cannot be attained nor does complete healing take place.
Creator Source can gently repair the damage to the psyche, fix distorted thought patterns, and cleanse the emotional toxins that weigh upon the Soul. As the lower, dense energy of shadow aspects dissolve, the Soul is more fully integrated in the heart. Life’s choices are made from the wisdom of the Higher Self and one begins to think from the Sacred Heart, not from the rational (figure it out) mind. We feel lighter, happier because we are vibrating at a higher, faster frequency of soul-sacred heart alignment. We are literally, holding more Light, the Christ Light. Fears, judgments, addictions, emotional, mental and physical pain are dismantled and released and life is better because we consciously choose to let go and change occurs. Our awareness, attitudes,choices and perspective of life reflects the transformation of the change inside us.
As we hold more Light, we choose to follow the Soul’s wisdom to grow, to take responsibility for our healing, to neutralize the shadow and ego and to balance the energies of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies. Soul awakening and Soul healing are the focus and object of Christ energy healing sessions, as we align fully with our Divine self, becoming fully conscious, fully aware of our divine nature and One with Spirit.
The Energy of Change...a Beginning
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on November 3, 2010 at 11:11 PM|
This autobiography was written in 2004 when I was “first” waking up, experiencing the Christ Energy changes and began remembering who I AM. This is a condensed story from the first version I wrote and i've further edited it for the website. In the beginning, (as always) Spirit definitely got my attention. Blessings, Terri
The Energy of Change
Once upon a lifetime, I set out to find my truth and I found Creator Source. For some reason, I did not realize that a spiritual path, mental/emotional healing, God and Truth were all so closely related. Oh, the wisdom one gains when least expected. This “story” is my spiritual awakening. It is Spirit’s answer to my choices. I now trust that there is a higher purpose for the accelerated awakening I am going through. I share it with you, because I know others are experiencing expanded realities upon ‘waking up’ too.
My awakening involves accepting the ‘gift’ of a man, Abdy Electriciteh, who is a source of Christ Consciousness energy – Divine Grace, Shakti, an energy of change. Abdy, through his presence, ‘triggers’ the flow of this energy, enveloping a person’s body, and allowing a spiritual connection where the mental mind is not in control. The first time I received the gift, he simply looked into my eyes, touching nothing, saying nothing. All the Sessions I have attended have been amazing ‘events’ in my life and giant steps forward on my spiritual path.
To Let Go
In May 2003, I voiced my intent to get unstuck from the emotional drama warring inside of me, and I ‘chose’ to complete my divine purpose, to let go and follow Divine Will. Since the 9/11, I had “chosen” to become totally drawn into a roller coaster, drama-charged relationship with my family - war and peace struggles that brought pain, grief and fear that affected my health, emotions and attitude toward life. I reached a point where I decided that I must detach from the negative emotions of the sour relationships and choose to move forward and discover my purpose.
It was at this point that I received a call from a friend, inviting me to my first Session with Abdy. I had no idea what Abdy did, but I was already beginning to follow the "coincidences" that were now directing my life’s path. I started trusting my choices while intending to ‘stay in the flow’. Being in the flow, in my mind, was equal to getting unstuck. I did not realize that the Christ Consciousness energy was awakening the kundalini energy ... yet.
I now know that the Christ Spark was triggered during the first Session with Abdy. I felt Abdy walk up to my body and lightly touch my heart center. Waves of energy rushed up from that central point, vibrating through my body, opening and expanding my heart center and energy fields. When I got up off the floor, the change was immediately evident with my vision. I could not focus my eyes for over two hours which was a bit concerning because I was driving home, one and a half hours drive. Now, I recognize that when the Christ Energy is active within me, my vision is blurry.
After the first Sessions, I started having psychic experiences, where I observed the matrix or grids that we are connected to and surround us on Mother Earth. I started seeing energy rings or waves that encircle people and that represent relationships. I started understanding and ‘reading’ energy threads or pathways and energy waves. It was intense and change was rapid.
During a session, I was ‘shown’ the column of energy that ‘hit’ the Earth on 9/11 and the gigantic wave of earth and energy that emanated from the force of impact - like pebbles thrown into water, creating concentric circular energy waves that ripple outward. I understood that the 9/11 was in answer to many of our prayers - prayers to bring change for a higher good, altho greatly disquished. And it is an interesting ‘coincidence’ that my two-year drama-charged journey with my family started that same day, on the 9/11.
The Choice to Heal
A week before I was to attend my third Abdy Session, I was sitting on my patio, enjoying a beautiful summer afternoon, when a voice spoke inside my mind “You have a ‘karmic wound’ in your energy field. It is stopping you from incorporating all of you, from becoming whole.” I sat there stunned and exclaimed, “What is a karmic wound?” Karmic wound - an injury in past life that perpetuates itself in your energy field, over many lifetimes until it is finally healed.
During my third Session with Abdy, I was lying on the floor of the Convent and a ‘column of energy’ poured into my solar plexus and heart. My hands lifted and were positioned over my chest gently holding the column of energy. I suddenly started whispering in another language. The healing ‘column of energy’ continued to pour down as the words were pouring out of my mouth, so fast, that my tongue was tripping over the sounds.
As the energy and words slowed down, I received more information in my mind. The ‘karmic wound’ occured in my last lifetime in Atlantis. The drama of the previous two years was a gift, an opportunity to remember and learn to heal this wound; and this new perspective filled me with wondrous love and the tears started to flow.
When I was asked afterwards about the language pouring out of me, I simply said I was speaking Atlantean. I refer to this language as Soul Language or Language of Light now and have found others who are helping me as I learn more about this unfolding gift.
Hosting Abdy in my hometown for the first time in Northern Ontario in September 2003 as fast approaching. Although I did not understand how much this would change my life, I was grateful to recognize that I was no longer “stuck”. I was beginning to realize I was on an accelerated path and something was happening inside me.
One has no control over what happens to the Self when receiving the gift – physically, mentally or emotionally, your Soul and Divine Will is directing the experience. The mental/rational mind surrenders to that highest power. As I lay on the floor filled with Christ Consciousness energy, I spoke soul language. My body trembled with waves of vibration and chakras contracted, released and aligned with the flow of Christ Energy. The spot on my forehead associated with the Third Eye started hurting and Abdy sat down on the floor next to me. He laid his hand on my forehead. My right hand was freezing cold and was shaking uncontrollably with energy. Involuntarily, my arm lifted up and I placed my right hand on top of his left, and then my awareness departed.
My conscious awareness left my body while I was lying on the floor. What happened, I don’t remember. But I do remember coming back to consciousness, realizing that my right hand was pressing down hard on his hand and my forehead, like a ton of bricks. I consciously removed my hand and then I felt confused and dazed. What had just happened?
I did not want to leave the session. I had a splitting headache, my eyes were blurry and I could not think. Now, I know that I was experiencing ‘typical’ symptoms of a kundalini energy awakening. It was going to get more intense as the evening progressed. (For symptoms see www.kundalini-gateway.org/ksigns.) Now, I understand that the Christ Energy can ignite the kundalini energy and the kundalini energy can ignite the Christ Spark. Then, I had no clue, nor was i prepared for a spiritual awakening -- no matter how many books i had read.
I began to experience many things people have written about when suddenly going through a spiritual awakening process. I did not know that my Third Eye was ‘blown wide open’ until later that evening. My daughter, who had attended the Abdy Session with me, held my hand and talked with me as ‘what happened’ started to filter into my consciousness. My head was pounding and I couldn’t stop crying as full body waves of vibrating energy flowed through me. God/Spirit was talking to me and the vastness of the void was a reality i couldn't get my mind around -- i had so much to comprehend. Imagine, using the rational mind to understand Creator Source. No wonder i thought i was going insane.
Later that night, EmmaLee supported me through a vulnerable state of feeling totally overwhelmed by the “mind blowing” experience and she helped me regain my sanity, anchor and balance so i could sleep. I felt as though I had come apart on every level of my being, and I did not know how to put myself back together again. As each day progressed, I experienced overwhelming panic and anxiety, i couldn't breathe. I did not yet understand what was happening. But I was also aware of the protection and support of angels and those from the Spiritual Hierarchy, surrounding and thus guiding me through the discovery/awakening process. And Spirit sent me human angels that gently taught me and guided me as i now lived in a new reality.
My reality now included the truth that God, Higher Intelligence, Creator Source exists, and I was talking with Him/Her in two-way conversations. Over the next couple weeks, I questioned my life and definitely, I wanted more. I chose a life filled with joy, love, peace, trust and compassion. I questioned everything that existed in my old world. I was beginning to learn how to straddle both worlds. My body was vibrating continually. The language was spontaneously pouring out of my mouth—which gave me some concern as I was working full time as I moved through this accelerated change. The changes were evident to me on all levels of my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies; and I wondered if anyone could tell. And then Spirit started teaching me.
The Bud Opens
Abdy was up again, just before the Harmonic Concordance in November 2003, when I realized God was not finished with me yet. I know I am only at the beginning, the ‘bud’ stage of a flower just opening – the beginning of being whole; however, the Christ energy was accelerating my path and enhancing my soul’s awakening. Abdy had told us to be very clear with our intent during the window from the 8th to the 23rd. It was on the 15th that I started to notice how the energy was affecting me.
That night, when I connected with the energy I found myself speaking with God, and in response to divine questions, I made several choices. I then experienced some amazing things. As I was speaking in Atlantean, Soul Language, I felt my awareness ‘step back’ from the cognitive process of consciously forming the language and I just observed. The pure language poured out of me for several minutes while I listened and “felt” the energy of the language/sounds.
Then as I sat on the couch, somehow, a wave of energy was triggered that rose up through my physical body and permeated every cell of my body. It felt like a ring of energy that rose up from my Base Chakra and out of my Crown Chakra. As it reached my shoulders, I felt heaviness literally tossed away from my body. I felt the emotional weight leave as it was thrown through my energy bodies. As this occurred, I spontaneously spoke out loud a blessing of transformation for the highest good. As the ring moved up through my head and away, the fogginess in my mind cleared. My shoulders physically relaxed, my whole body felt lighter, my mood was suddenly happier, and I was somehow different than I had been just prior to this event. Life was worth living again. I have never experienced such a total transformation in a mere 2 – 3 seconds before. I can no longer touch those warring emotions from the past – they are gone. And this was just the beginning, so much more followed.
The energy spirals continue as new miracles are unfolding and I understand that we are never “done”. I am asked, how has my life changed? Well, I talk with God and I can hear Her answer. I am discovering the purpose of this lifetime. I continue to gather all that I AM while healing the mental/emotional blockages. I see possibilities of future paths, and access other dimensions, see other realities, and my intuition is awake and I am more aware each day. I make choices with Divine guidance. My healing gifts are evolving, and I am a funnel for Christ Energy, a sacred gift of awakening to share as humanity evolves. And so, this was the beginning of changes that the Christ Energy in connection with my Soul, brought my way and ....
I believe that Love heals everything.
I live a life that will never be boring again!
Life flows with Love according to a Divine Plan.
I am remembering to Trust and to let go and let God.
The Christ Energy Choice
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on October 26, 2010 at 5:10 PM|
It all begins with an inner tickle of interest ...or curiosity and wondering, who am I? Is there more to life? How did the world get to this state? What’s life all about? Why do I keep attracting the same type person/situation/consequences? And the search begins.
Christ Energy healing sessions are excellent “entry level” introductions to personal, spiritual healing and can lead to the unfoldment of the bigger picture: conscious awareness and the Ascension Process. This is where you discover that you are Spirit having a human experience. This is when “searching” brings you to the discovery that you are never alone, or separate from Creator Source and that there is a greater reality where we all exist and operate in, whether we are aware of it or still unconscious. When the Christ spark is triggered, spiritual gifts and abilities begin to unfold and you find yourself evolving into the multi-sensory human being that has been foretold—always, if you so choose. It’s quite a ride to say "Yes" to Spirit and Soul healing.... what a Blessing! You begin to spiritually "grow up", becoming accountable and responsible when making counscious choices and experiencing life's flow from your authentic self.
When people decide to attend a Christ Energy Session, they are following their soul’s prompting. Curiosity, intrigue, hopefulness, yearning for heart’s desire, sadness, frustration, defeat, feeling lost or stuck are all soul energy motivators that encourage people to look for answers, relief, healing and/or just finding something more joyful in life. Everyone receives the same Christ energy during a session but each individual under goes their own unique spiritual experience that is divinely timed by their Soul.
The Christ Consciousness energy acts as a bridge of consciousness (the Anthakarana) connecting the Higher Self with the lower self, the personality self with the Divine Self, the Soul; and change happens as humanity begins the journey of returning to the Heart of God, Absolute Beingness, Creator Source. During a session, the Christ Energy may trigger the Christ spark that resides in everyone’s sacred heart center -- if that is your Soul's plan for this incarnation. Ultimately, the Christ Energy moves individuals into the Ascension Process, the current evolutionary cycle of mankind, sometimes rapidly and other times at a leisurely pace. It all depends on the individual’s purpose this lifetime, your intent and conscious choice.
Sometimes before the Christ spark can be triggered, the Christ Energy will clear, balance, align, and heal blockages in the human energy field and chakras, thus, increasing the frequency and vibration held in the human energy field. This means, you can hold more Light while releasing denser energies that are not who you came here to be. The path to wholeness begins as people release attachments, clear energy blockages and negative energies, and give intent to move into their purpose and/or to work on their healing. This is when the self-healing work begins in earnest and the universe provides many opportunities for learning and to remember who you are.
If the Christ spark has already been triggered in your sacred heart center during previous spiritual experiences, the Christ Consciousness energy continues to magnify, accelerate, speed up your path in the ascension plan and it continues to clear, dismantle, balance and align your smaller self to your Soul Self. The connection to the Higher Self is strengthened with each Divine download; and again, self-limiting beliefs and actions, negative thought patterns, and emotional blockages are brought into your awareness for healing, balancing and transforming. With this awareness from this higher perspective, you remember who you came here to be and what you came here to do, You can make choices according to your heart's desire and with the wisdom of the Higher Mind. Once we are aligned with our Soul Self, the Christ Consciousness or Anthakarana Light connects the Soul to the Divine Source and we return to Source, to the Heart of God--if we so choose. We become multi-dimensional beings, all One with each other, mother Earth, the cosmos.
This is a “process”, this ascension experience. Everyone is going through it and everyone gets to choose. No two persons will have the same experience or the same purpose; however, each person's path will unfold according to their soul’s plan and Divine timing. And we are never, ever “done” while in the human condition. Everything is evolving in all universes, dimensions, and planes of existence. And our awareness expands in every now moment, with ever-increasing, upward spirals of soul’s choice. As we step into our Mastery, we remember to use our “tools” when necessary, maintain our clarity and focus of intent for self-healing, and with compassion and selflessness we can offer assistance and guidance when asked.
So everyone gets to choose how to play. What will you choose? What kind of world and Life do you want to create?
Hearts know in silence.....
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on October 17, 2010 at 1:37 AM|
Your hearts know in silence the secrets of the days and the nights".~Kahlil Gibran.
Listen, therefore, to your heart. Cultivate the ability to do this. Practice it. Produce it. Perfect it.
It is not that difficult. Just be quiet with yourself. And for heaven's sake, stop listening to your mind. You will not find the truth there. You may find the answer, but it will not be the truth unless it coincides with the answer in your heart.
You think there is more to know about life than this, but there is not. Your heart holds the key. Your heart holds the wisdom. Your heart holds the future. Your mind knows nothing but the past. It imagines the future will be just like yesterday, so it makes it decisions based on that. Only your heart can see beyond memory's horizon.
from Neale Donald Walsch