Soul Healing Blog
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on January 7, 2011 at 2:55 PM|
"There is something within us that yearns for love. This is embedded within the deepest recesses of consciousness. Nothing short of total union with the Divine Love will satisfy the deep inner desires of the soul, once it has tasted of this and been awakened to the light of Truth."
This is the journey into alignment in the Christ Consciousness. It is the sacred quest for love, understanding, compassion, forgiveness, empathy, mercy, kindness, tolerance, patience, and courage. It is discovering what Spirit wants for you – abundance, joy, happiness, and peace of mind. All of the difficulties of your life – anger, guilt, shame, obsessive/compulsive disorders, addictions, and other emotional toxins and mental mal-adjustments, even physical ailments can successfully be overcome by aligning with your Higher Self in the Christ Consciousness.
The Soul is a divine aspect of Creator Source that is and maintains the individual essence of who you are as well as serves as the connection to unity consciousness of the OverSoul. Without Soul healing, we don't obtain wholeness, achieve authentic power or move into enlightenment.
Soul healing with Christ energy facilitates the body-mind energy alignment to one’s divine nature; it facilitates the discovery of who we really came here to be while helping us connect to our own internal source of Spirit. The Christ Light bridges the lower self with the Higher Self, the ego self with the Soul self and conscious awareness expands. The density of the lower self, the mental/emotional blockages and shadow aspects are dismantled, released, cleared, transformed, and healed with the influx of Christ Light through our intention and attention.
Attachments are released, soul fragments are healed and integrated; stored trauma and drama, illness and dis-ease are released or transformed at the level of DNA cellular memory. Karmic wounds, old belief systems and emotional-thought forms are dismantled or re-structured, integrated and healed. Aligning the Soul with the lower self with Christ energy brings about healings, alignments, realizations, transformations, recapitulations and advancements as they are required by the individual’s soul’s choice. Without the soul’s wisdom and direction, these feats cannot be attained nor does complete healing take place.
Creator Source can gently repair the damage to the psyche, fix distorted thought patterns, and cleanse the emotional toxins that weigh upon the Soul. As the lower, dense energy of shadow aspects dissolve, the Soul is more fully integrated in the heart. Life’s choices are made from the wisdom of the Higher Self and one begins to think from the Sacred Heart, not from the rational (figure it out) mind. We feel lighter, happier because we are vibrating at a higher, faster frequency of soul-sacred heart alignment. We are literally, holding more Light, the Christ Light. Fears, judgments, addictions, emotional, mental and physical pain are dismantled and released and life is better because we consciously choose to let go and change occurs. Our awareness, attitudes,choices and perspective of life reflects the transformation of the change inside us.
As we hold more Light, we choose to follow the Soul’s wisdom to grow, to take responsibility for our healing, to neutralize the shadow and ego and to balance the energies of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies. Soul awakening and Soul healing are the focus and object of Christ energy healing sessions, as we align fully with our Divine self, becoming fully conscious, fully aware of our divine nature and One with Spirit.
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on November 9, 2010 at 4:30 PM|
The Language of Light
Other wise known as: Light Language, Star Languages, Speaking in Tongues, Soul Language, Angel Speak, Spirit Tongue or Spirit Language, Atlantean, the Language of Creation
Everyone has Light language. Everyone at ascension will understand this universal Language of Light. Let’s explore what we know about the Language of Light. I will call it Light Language just to be consistent for this article.
There was a language before any of the spoken languages were conceived on earth. Some say it is the first spoken Angelic language. It is a vibrational language, which comes to us on the waves of sound – the 9th ray of Creation--through symbolism, crystalline frequencies and light. It is the divine equations, sacred ratios, sacred geometry and resonate frequencies that form the building blocks of all of life. It is a soul language decipherable within the sacred heart of every human.
Ultimately, I explain it like this. When I’m working on someone, our souls are telepathically communicating with each other (thus Master Sha calls it Soul Language). The Light Language that is spoken verbally as an answer, message, blessing, healing, response…invocation that their soul has requested for their highest good. Sometimes, you will “know” that the message is for the whole group, other times, just for the individual you are working with.
It comes from the stars, and is the galactic language of love and light. It carries encodements for frequency healing and DNA activation. It can be used for healing any issue, for toning, meditation, and aligning subtle energies. Light Language is the gift of higher dimensional frequency healing.
Light Language is a carrier of sonic codes and vibrational frequencies of the 5th dimension. The energy that is transmitted through it can be immense, depending on the speaker. If you are an open channel and you channel your guides, or the Christ Spark is triggered and you are operating from your higher mind and sacred heart, you will be vibrating high enough to channel Light Language.
Light language is a very powerful healing “modality” and a force for change. When you speak it to yourself you are working on self-healing, axitonal alignments, Merkabah and Lightbody activations, inter-dimensional travel, and for your emotional healing, for manifestation, and for sending Love to a loved one.
It is taught that the language cannot be “understood”; that the meaning is always purposely hidden and that the energy itself delivers all the information we need to connect with. Perhaps, the meaning is hidden when it’s for the Highest Good to keep it hidden and for when the Languages serve to move us beyond thought and the limits of perception and belief and opinion. We remain free that way and this helps us flow into divine truth by preventing the misinterpretation of words, self-limiting concepts and the “need to know” of rational minds. Instead we FEEL the frequencies and the resulting expansion experience. When thoughts, beliefs and concepts behind words limit us, we are expanded by conscious knowing (Light Language) and this gets us out of our heads and into our hearts. I cannot think it, nor can I remember what I’ve said…I can only recognize that I’ve spoken the words before as I hear it. It requires great trust indeed.
It can often start spontaneously (during a session), as it did with me—it took some getting used to and lots of faith and trust to speak it. Some people repress it and it goes away. It will come back if you open to it again. It’s perfectly normal for many to open to this gift during a Christ healing group session or an individual Soul energy healing session. As the sound pours out, you can feel the emotions that “underlay” the spoken language/message as your heart feels the truth of the message. This heart felt response may help you understand part of what is being exchanged.
Some people start nodding their heads “yes” to me when I’m speaking to them during a session, like they understand and are encouraging the exchange. In this case I often hear later that they have heard this language somewhere before, or it feels familiar to them. Sometimes, tears will flow and they describe it as feeling “like going home”.
The language has many different tempos or dialects or variations of sound, pitch and tone. Some are deep and guttural, some are “clicky” or high-pitched and “chittery” (infants speak this way), some sound oriental, others like nothing you’ve ever heard before. Those that roll off the tongue but are unfamiliar to the ear are perhaps, Galactic?
Others can “catch” these languages by simply being around people who are speaking them. You cannot teach anybody this language. People open to Light Language or to new variations they haven’t spoken before, simply by being around it. It does seem, for some, to require an activation to begin it, or turn it on, like repeatedly sounding: t, t, t, t or ga, ga, ga. Don’t worry, the appropriate "trigger" sound will come forward of it’s own accord. It’s about chosing to move through the "uncomfortable" and letting go, and letting the sounds of the language your soul wants to speak, come through you into the physicality as sound. It’s is not necessary to understand what you are saying, only in the intention of the healing or toning that will facilitate the flow of energy to the right place of your energetic structure.
The more you speak it, the more language comes forth and the more powerful you become in your ability to use it as a tool for healing and spiritual growth. You can speak Light Language to your pets, inanimate objects, upcoming or currently evolving situations, your guides/angels/Creator, others with intent and, of course yourself anytime, whether in crisis or just to keep yourself company in the car. Try singing Light Language in the shower; you will be amazed how beautiful your voice becomes. Remember, it’s not you speaking, it’s the Divine Sound of Creation channeling through you, which is in truth, a divine part of you. It’s a gift from Source for the Highest Good for All.
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on November 3, 2010 at 11:11 PM|
This autobiography was written in 2004 when I was “first” waking up, experiencing the Christ Energy changes and began remembering who I AM. This is a condensed story from the first version I wrote and i've further edited it for the website. In the beginning, (as always) Spirit definitely got my attention. Blessings, Terri
The Energy of Change
Once upon a lifetime, I set out to find my truth and I found Creator Source. For some reason, I did not realize that a spiritual path, mental/emotional healing, God and Truth were all so closely related. Oh, the wisdom one gains when least expected. This “story” is my spiritual awakening. It is Spirit’s answer to my choices. I now trust that there is a higher purpose for the accelerated awakening I am going through. I share it with you, because I know others are experiencing expanded realities upon ‘waking up’ too.
My awakening involves accepting the ‘gift’ of a man, Abdy Electriciteh, who is a source of Christ Consciousness energy – Divine Grace, Shakti, an energy of change. Abdy, through his presence, ‘triggers’ the flow of this energy, enveloping a person’s body, and allowing a spiritual connection where the mental mind is not in control. The first time I received the gift, he simply looked into my eyes, touching nothing, saying nothing. All the Sessions I have attended have been amazing ‘events’ in my life and giant steps forward on my spiritual path.
To Let Go
In May 2003, I voiced my intent to get unstuck from the emotional drama warring inside of me, and I ‘chose’ to complete my divine purpose, to let go and follow Divine Will. Since the 9/11, I had “chosen” to become totally drawn into a roller coaster, drama-charged relationship with my family - war and peace struggles that brought pain, grief and fear that affected my health, emotions and attitude toward life. I reached a point where I decided that I must detach from the negative emotions of the sour relationships and choose to move forward and discover my purpose.
It was at this point that I received a call from a friend, inviting me to my first Session with Abdy. I had no idea what Abdy did, but I was already beginning to follow the "coincidences" that were now directing my life’s path. I started trusting my choices while intending to ‘stay in the flow’. Being in the flow, in my mind, was equal to getting unstuck. I did not realize that the Christ Consciousness energy was awakening the kundalini energy ... yet.
I now know that the Christ Spark was triggered during the first Session with Abdy. I felt Abdy walk up to my body and lightly touch my heart center. Waves of energy rushed up from that central point, vibrating through my body, opening and expanding my heart center and energy fields. When I got up off the floor, the change was immediately evident with my vision. I could not focus my eyes for over two hours which was a bit concerning because I was driving home, one and a half hours drive. Now, I recognize that when the Christ Energy is active within me, my vision is blurry.
After the first Sessions, I started having psychic experiences, where I observed the matrix or grids that we are connected to and surround us on Mother Earth. I started seeing energy rings or waves that encircle people and that represent relationships. I started understanding and ‘reading’ energy threads or pathways and energy waves. It was intense and change was rapid.
During a session, I was ‘shown’ the column of energy that ‘hit’ the Earth on 9/11 and the gigantic wave of earth and energy that emanated from the force of impact - like pebbles thrown into water, creating concentric circular energy waves that ripple outward. I understood that the 9/11 was in answer to many of our prayers - prayers to bring change for a higher good, altho greatly disquished. And it is an interesting ‘coincidence’ that my two-year drama-charged journey with my family started that same day, on the 9/11.
The Choice to Heal
A week before I was to attend my third Abdy Session, I was sitting on my patio, enjoying a beautiful summer afternoon, when a voice spoke inside my mind “You have a ‘karmic wound’ in your energy field. It is stopping you from incorporating all of you, from becoming whole.” I sat there stunned and exclaimed, “What is a karmic wound?” Karmic wound - an injury in past life that perpetuates itself in your energy field, over many lifetimes until it is finally healed.
During my third Session with Abdy, I was lying on the floor of the Convent and a ‘column of energy’ poured into my solar plexus and heart. My hands lifted and were positioned over my chest gently holding the column of energy. I suddenly started whispering in another language. The healing ‘column of energy’ continued to pour down as the words were pouring out of my mouth, so fast, that my tongue was tripping over the sounds.
As the energy and words slowed down, I received more information in my mind. The ‘karmic wound’ occured in my last lifetime in Atlantis. The drama of the previous two years was a gift, an opportunity to remember and learn to heal this wound; and this new perspective filled me with wondrous love and the tears started to flow.
When I was asked afterwards about the language pouring out of me, I simply said I was speaking Atlantean. I refer to this language as Soul Language or Language of Light now and have found others who are helping me as I learn more about this unfolding gift.
Hosting Abdy in my hometown for the first time in Northern Ontario in September 2003 as fast approaching. Although I did not understand how much this would change my life, I was grateful to recognize that I was no longer “stuck”. I was beginning to realize I was on an accelerated path and something was happening inside me.
One has no control over what happens to the Self when receiving the gift – physically, mentally or emotionally, your Soul and Divine Will is directing the experience. The mental/rational mind surrenders to that highest power. As I lay on the floor filled with Christ Consciousness energy, I spoke soul language. My body trembled with waves of vibration and chakras contracted, released and aligned with the flow of Christ Energy. The spot on my forehead associated with the Third Eye started hurting and Abdy sat down on the floor next to me. He laid his hand on my forehead. My right hand was freezing cold and was shaking uncontrollably with energy. Involuntarily, my arm lifted up and I placed my right hand on top of his left, and then my awareness departed.
My conscious awareness left my body while I was lying on the floor. What happened, I don’t remember. But I do remember coming back to consciousness, realizing that my right hand was pressing down hard on his hand and my forehead, like a ton of bricks. I consciously removed my hand and then I felt confused and dazed. What had just happened?
I did not want to leave the session. I had a splitting headache, my eyes were blurry and I could not think. Now, I know that I was experiencing ‘typical’ symptoms of a kundalini energy awakening. It was going to get more intense as the evening progressed. (For symptoms see www.kundalini-gateway.org/ksigns.) Now, I understand that the Christ Energy can ignite the kundalini energy and the kundalini energy can ignite the Christ Spark. Then, I had no clue, nor was i prepared for a spiritual awakening -- no matter how many books i had read.
I began to experience many things people have written about when suddenly going through a spiritual awakening process. I did not know that my Third Eye was ‘blown wide open’ until later that evening. My daughter, who had attended the Abdy Session with me, held my hand and talked with me as ‘what happened’ started to filter into my consciousness. My head was pounding and I couldn’t stop crying as full body waves of vibrating energy flowed through me. God/Spirit was talking to me and the vastness of the void was a reality i couldn't get my mind around -- i had so much to comprehend. Imagine, using the rational mind to understand Creator Source. No wonder i thought i was going insane.
Later that night, EmmaLee supported me through a vulnerable state of feeling totally overwhelmed by the “mind blowing” experience and she helped me regain my sanity, anchor and balance so i could sleep. I felt as though I had come apart on every level of my being, and I did not know how to put myself back together again. As each day progressed, I experienced overwhelming panic and anxiety, i couldn't breathe. I did not yet understand what was happening. But I was also aware of the protection and support of angels and those from the Spiritual Hierarchy, surrounding and thus guiding me through the discovery/awakening process. And Spirit sent me human angels that gently taught me and guided me as i now lived in a new reality.
My reality now included the truth that God, Higher Intelligence, Creator Source exists, and I was talking with Him/Her in two-way conversations. Over the next couple weeks, I questioned my life and definitely, I wanted more. I chose a life filled with joy, love, peace, trust and compassion. I questioned everything that existed in my old world. I was beginning to learn how to straddle both worlds. My body was vibrating continually. The language was spontaneously pouring out of my mouth—which gave me some concern as I was working full time as I moved through this accelerated change. The changes were evident to me on all levels of my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies; and I wondered if anyone could tell. And then Spirit started teaching me.
The Bud Opens
Abdy was up again, just before the Harmonic Concordance in November 2003, when I realized God was not finished with me yet. I know I am only at the beginning, the ‘bud’ stage of a flower just opening – the beginning of being whole; however, the Christ energy was accelerating my path and enhancing my soul’s awakening. Abdy had told us to be very clear with our intent during the window from the 8th to the 23rd. It was on the 15th that I started to notice how the energy was affecting me.
That night, when I connected with the energy I found myself speaking with God, and in response to divine questions, I made several choices. I then experienced some amazing things. As I was speaking in Atlantean, Soul Language, I felt my awareness ‘step back’ from the cognitive process of consciously forming the language and I just observed. The pure language poured out of me for several minutes while I listened and “felt” the energy of the language/sounds.
Then as I sat on the couch, somehow, a wave of energy was triggered that rose up through my physical body and permeated every cell of my body. It felt like a ring of energy that rose up from my Base Chakra and out of my Crown Chakra. As it reached my shoulders, I felt heaviness literally tossed away from my body. I felt the emotional weight leave as it was thrown through my energy bodies. As this occurred, I spontaneously spoke out loud a blessing of transformation for the highest good. As the ring moved up through my head and away, the fogginess in my mind cleared. My shoulders physically relaxed, my whole body felt lighter, my mood was suddenly happier, and I was somehow different than I had been just prior to this event. Life was worth living again. I have never experienced such a total transformation in a mere 2 – 3 seconds before. I can no longer touch those warring emotions from the past – they are gone. And this was just the beginning, so much more followed.
The energy spirals continue as new miracles are unfolding and I understand that we are never “done”. I am asked, how has my life changed? Well, I talk with God and I can hear Her answer. I am discovering the purpose of this lifetime. I continue to gather all that I AM while healing the mental/emotional blockages. I see possibilities of future paths, and access other dimensions, see other realities, and my intuition is awake and I am more aware each day. I make choices with Divine guidance. My healing gifts are evolving, and I am a funnel for Christ Energy, a sacred gift of awakening to share as humanity evolves. And so, this was the beginning of changes that the Christ Energy in connection with my Soul, brought my way and ....
I believe that Love heals everything.
I live a life that will never be boring again!
Life flows with Love according to a Divine Plan.
I am remembering to Trust and to let go and let God.
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on October 26, 2010 at 5:10 PM|
It all begins with an inner tickle of interest ...or curiosity and wondering, who am I? Is there more to life? How did the world get to this state? What’s life all about? Why do I keep attracting the same type person/situation/consequences? And the search begins.
Christ Energy healing sessions are excellent “entry level” introductions to personal, spiritual healing and can lead to the unfoldment of the bigger picture: conscious awareness and the Ascension Process. This is where you discover that you are Spirit having a human experience. This is when “searching” brings you to the discovery that you are never alone, or separate from Creator Source and that there is a greater reality where we all exist and operate in, whether we are aware of it or still unconscious. When the Christ spark is triggered, spiritual gifts and abilities begin to unfold and you find yourself evolving into the multi-sensory human being that has been foretold—always, if you so choose. It’s quite a ride to say "Yes" to Spirit and Soul healing.... what a Blessing! You begin to spiritually "grow up", becoming accountable and responsible when making counscious choices and experiencing life's flow from your authentic self.
When people decide to attend a Christ Energy Session, they are following their soul’s prompting. Curiosity, intrigue, hopefulness, yearning for heart’s desire, sadness, frustration, defeat, feeling lost or stuck are all soul energy motivators that encourage people to look for answers, relief, healing and/or just finding something more joyful in life. Everyone receives the same Christ energy during a session but each individual under goes their own unique spiritual experience that is divinely timed by their Soul.
The Christ Consciousness energy acts as a bridge of consciousness (the Anthakarana) connecting the Higher Self with the lower self, the personality self with the Divine Self, the Soul; and change happens as humanity begins the journey of returning to the Heart of God, Absolute Beingness, Creator Source. During a session, the Christ Energy may trigger the Christ spark that resides in everyone’s sacred heart center -- if that is your Soul's plan for this incarnation. Ultimately, the Christ Energy moves individuals into the Ascension Process, the current evolutionary cycle of mankind, sometimes rapidly and other times at a leisurely pace. It all depends on the individual’s purpose this lifetime, your intent and conscious choice.
Sometimes before the Christ spark can be triggered, the Christ Energy will clear, balance, align, and heal blockages in the human energy field and chakras, thus, increasing the frequency and vibration held in the human energy field. This means, you can hold more Light while releasing denser energies that are not who you came here to be. The path to wholeness begins as people release attachments, clear energy blockages and negative energies, and give intent to move into their purpose and/or to work on their healing. This is when the self-healing work begins in earnest and the universe provides many opportunities for learning and to remember who you are.
If the Christ spark has already been triggered in your sacred heart center during previous spiritual experiences, the Christ Consciousness energy continues to magnify, accelerate, speed up your path in the ascension plan and it continues to clear, dismantle, balance and align your smaller self to your Soul Self. The connection to the Higher Self is strengthened with each Divine download; and again, self-limiting beliefs and actions, negative thought patterns, and emotional blockages are brought into your awareness for healing, balancing and transforming. With this awareness from this higher perspective, you remember who you came here to be and what you came here to do, You can make choices according to your heart's desire and with the wisdom of the Higher Mind. Once we are aligned with our Soul Self, the Christ Consciousness or Anthakarana Light connects the Soul to the Divine Source and we return to Source, to the Heart of God--if we so choose. We become multi-dimensional beings, all One with each other, mother Earth, the cosmos.
This is a “process”, this ascension experience. Everyone is going through it and everyone gets to choose. No two persons will have the same experience or the same purpose; however, each person's path will unfold according to their soul’s plan and Divine timing. And we are never, ever “done” while in the human condition. Everything is evolving in all universes, dimensions, and planes of existence. And our awareness expands in every now moment, with ever-increasing, upward spirals of soul’s choice. As we step into our Mastery, we remember to use our “tools” when necessary, maintain our clarity and focus of intent for self-healing, and with compassion and selflessness we can offer assistance and guidance when asked.
So everyone gets to choose how to play. What will you choose? What kind of world and Life do you want to create?
|Posted by Terri DeMarco on October 17, 2010 at 1:37 AM|
Your hearts know in silence the secrets of the days and the nights".~Kahlil Gibran.
Listen, therefore, to your heart. Cultivate the ability to do this. Practice it. Produce it. Perfect it.
It is not that difficult. Just be quiet with yourself. And for heaven's sake, stop listening to your mind. You will not find the truth there. You may find the answer, but it will not be the truth unless it coincides with the answer in your heart.
You think there is more to know about life than this, but there is not. Your heart holds the key. Your heart holds the wisdom. Your heart holds the future. Your mind knows nothing but the past. It imagines the future will be just like yesterday, so it makes it decisions based on that. Only your heart can see beyond memory's horizon.
from Neale Donald Walsch